By forneverforgotten on Tuesday, May 29th, 2012

Don’t expect the ending in love, it ruins the beauty of it

By forneverforgotten on Tuesday, May 29th, 2012

I tell people about my problems and they say

“shut the fuck up, you have perfect life”

motherfuckers.

By forneverforgotten on Friday, February 3rd, 2012

But on some days I get bitter…

Sometimes, 

When my mom gets sad because of our relationship,
well it’s your fault you weren’t there when I was younger.

When a friend gets jealous when I’m with new friends
well it’s your fault you weren’t there for me when I needed you to be

When an ex gets mad at me for my nonchalance
well I used to give a shit, then you didn’t appreciate it

etc.

I am generally content and appreciate the things in my life. I accept things the way they are now. 

Then on these bitter moments, I just wanna blame everything on others…
I know it’s not their fault, but it’s nice to have someone to blame, at least it’s not me 

Me: OMG LONG TIME NO TALK

them: I know right!

Me: I miss you

them: me too!

Me: we NEED to chill sometime

them: For sure, let's make plans on a Saturday :D

Me: YAY.

convo ends, never actually make plans. I am reassured friendship is still there

repeat when feel like I'm losing the friendship.

By forneverforgotten on Thursday, December 29th, 2011

lisaanguyeenn:

I find more satisfactory in making others happy.

Sometimes though, I just wish that someone would do something unexpectedly special for me.

But maybe I’m just a self centered bitch…who knows.

(Source: monicatrann, via alyssahuynhing)

By forneverforgotten on Friday, December 16th, 2011

-You secretly asked my best guy friend to invite both of us in a convo and introduce us

-You asked if I was alright just because I said “Hi.” with a period at the end

-I bought you chocolates for Christmas and you bought me more chocolates

-You used to blush every time people talked about us

-Your favorite food was sushi, you’d have so much that you’d throw up. Then you call me to complain yet you do it everytime

-You would call me and ask me to sing to you and tell me I should be a singer

-i like to sit with you and discuss which girl’s hotter. at the end, you’d tell me i am

-When I’m walking around with you in public, I’d get really paranoid that my mom’s around, you’d exclaim Wow your mom’s everywhere

-I’d tell you I’m sad, you never ask why cause you know I won’t tell you, so you just tell me the lamest jokes to cheer me up

-You like to imitate singers and sing with most fucked up voice but I know you have a great voice from singing on the phone

-you asked two hundred different people what I want as a present but in the end you never get me anything cause you can’t decide

-you like to stalk my facebook pictures but never comment or like it but tell me later because you don’t wanna look like a stalker

-you told me the type of girls you like and I didn’t realize it but I was slowly turning myself into that type

-I told you I like fat men and you told me you were getting out your cakes and ice cream right now, and I smiled dumbly over the phone like a fucktard

-I like to go to school in sweats and tees cause I know you don’t give a fuck

-People’d ask what,you’re gonna get your bf to protect you now? I’d say I don’t need him to protect me, and punch them. Then you’d laugh at the fuckers

-I like to listen to sad love songs and imagine it described us

-I like to scroll through your texts when I’m bored and laugh out loud in public then not give a fuck when people are looking cause I’m thinking Bitch you jealous

-I like to scroll through your texts after we broke up and listen to sad love songs and wanna punch people in the face. 

By forneverforgotten on Friday, December 16th, 2011

I only miss things when I think about the details

the small things that I had almost forgotten

I didn’t miss our friendship or think about how much fun we had

Then I remembered when I hurt him, everyone comforted him, you were the only one who hugged me and asked me if I’m alright.
You guys started hanging out more and more. I was jealous, not because you were so close to him but because he got to spend so much time with you.
You like to leave funny pictures of yourself on my camera to surprise me.
You like to eat everything we paid for together until the last bite and ask me if I want to split the last bite.
You like to keep reminding me how much money you spend on me just so I can say thank you though I never do
You spend so much time with me, yet you like to suddenly jump up, hug me and say you miss me
You get jealous of everyone I spend time with that isn’t you, and I would joke to say I’d punch them all in the face just for you
We like to call each other stupid piece of shit but follow with I wuuuuvvv youuuu
I like to call you and make funny voices and say Guess who in different languages, you never got it right.
I like to tell people that we’re a lesbian couple and laugh when people believe us
You told your mom what I like to eat because you know I steal your lunch
You used to draw smiley faces on all my notes and cheer me up randomly
we used to be so close that when I called you and your brother or mom picked up, just by hearing my voice, they will call you over.  

You find new friends that interest you, and you spend more time with them as you don’t need me anymore, and then they start to bore you and you always come back. and I’m always here. But then we both went different ways